_{"id":624,"date":"2020-04-27T11:33:30","date_gmt":"2020-04-27T17:33:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.tammy-lee.com\/?p=624"},"modified":"2020-05-18T21:44:28","modified_gmt":"2020-05-19T03:44:28","slug":"isolation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tammy-lee.com\/isolation\/","title":{"rendered":"Isolation"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image alignwide size-large is-style-default\"><img src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/res.cloudinary.com\/owl3rty\/image\/upload\/v1584833190\/_patreon\/2020\/2020-03\/social_isolation.jpg?w=580&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"A rectangular canvas painted in the pinks and purples of a tacky sunrise. The center is bright but the edges are dark and the colors get darker the closer to they get to the edges.\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-drop-cap\">Feelings are for suckers. I am not the sort of person who is great at expressing their feelings. Painting abstract colour&#8230; blobs&#8230; like this piece are how I try to get my feelings out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I tell you this because this piece had started off with happy sunrise colours and somewhere along the way my anxiety around the COVID-19 pandemic leaked out and I wound up with this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>What is this? 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